Sooo Irek got a gig in warsaw making his therapeutic food and i got a gig at hom…

Sooo Irek got a gig in warsaw making his therapeutic food and i got a gig at hom…


Sooo Irek got a gig in warsaw making his therapeutic food and i got a gig at home…with 4 kids. By my dang self. I know there are #millions of #mothers out there who do this mothering thing alone, but i am #definitely not one of them. Irek is the law. He’s the police man who keeps public order. And without him for the last week, i had to learn how to do that myself. And it was not easy. A few things I’ve learned….1) my kids are NOT afraid of my mean face. Nope, not even a little. 2) I LOVE #preschool. The few hours during the day are a #lifesaver. 3) I’m not one of those wives who only appreciates her husband once he’s away. Nope. I appreciate irek ALL the time. I am smart and lazy and aware that my husband does most of the parenting and i just get to give hugs when kids fall. 4) there is this special moment when things that used to piss me off stopped pissing me off. Its like motherhood meditation, and the payoff is real. Its this….this quiet joy. This sense of….peace. Not the kind of peace you have to go away to the forest to find. Its the peace of a two year old running away from me when i put on his pajamas and…instead of yelling in frustration, and stealing his joy, i laugh. Peace was never somewhere out there. It was always right here…#sappy;-). #goodnight! New film all about it in the description

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